I've found a friend who died for me

well, i have been busy lately due to ending of sch term, alot of projects n preparation for the last n final exam of my whole sch life in Nan Yang Poly... Its the most important exam of all as it will decide my future, sorry to those who i really got no time to spend wif, i know i hav been very far from ur lately, i m sorry but i got my reason for not been able to b there wif ur:(

To my beloved,

Thankz for hanging on n not giving up at this point of time, i know its very difficult for u... The pain u hav to go through n suffer, seriously my heartachs to see u in this state:( hope u recover soon alright? must stay strong even at time when i m not able to be around u...

Ur tears r precious to God n to me, so pls let every one of them flow only to serve a good purpose for u or for anyone worth it. Dun waste them ok? Today, i cant pei u but i hope u will still stay strong n b a brave girl:) Jia You! At last i hav prepared some flowers for u, hope u will love them:) Pink Roses represents Perfect Happiness hope u will recieve ur perfect happiness soon <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

7 hearts from me, hope i can give u a perfect love that will stay by u n pei u go through the many many moments in life:) Take care & love u!

Yesterday is Ps Lim's concert at our church:) I played the drum in a 1300 seating hall:) so cool... i like the lightings on stage but will b even better if got smokes, hehe:P

Well, its a period of clearing sch projects n preparing from final exam for the last time in NYP, hope God will bless me wif good results when i graduate from Poly:) Current GPA is 3.5, wish to go higher this sem:) Keep me in prayers alright?

Went wif her for her operation 3 days ago, its so painful to see her in pain... i guess if anyone will to b there, ur heart will really ach for her:( just really really hope she will recover very very soon, so that she can enjoy her normal life like any others...

Pls put ur sch work aside first alright? ur health is much more important than anything... We will keep u in prayer always... Jia You!

Pls recover soon!!!! We believe it will b done just as we keep praying:)

11/01/10 My birthday

Its a really great birthday this year, bcos i had a wonderful celebration...
Thankz for all the effort u had put into my birthday celebration, i really love it alot... Do u know? its the best birthday i ever had? U made it diff from the rest:)

I know planning this birthday celebration wasn't easy, esp when u actually hav a presentation and project to hand in on that day itself:( i know, how much u hav put in... I m really very touch by wat u hav done for me:) Thankz for all the love n concern u hav pour upon me, i can find no one in my life who can do it better than u:)

Life is so much more colourful wif u ard... Appreciate every single moment spent wif u:) Thank God for bringing u into my life:) Pls contiune to grow in the Lord and serve Him wif all:)

May blessing and healing b wif u:) I know God surely has His plan in ur life, dun give up... Everything happens for a purpose n its God who allows it to happen for the good n to bring the best out of us... Mayb we might not understand now but one day when we looked back, we will surely thank Him for wat that has happen:)

Continue to press on, I will b just bside u:)

Yesterday i got myself quite a bad news abt my health but well, i shall keep it to myself this time... Pls dun ask me, i dun wanna think abt it anymore... Just gonna live my everyday to the fullest so that i will not regret any moments that i hav...

If u r reading this, i just wanna say i m really sorry abt it... I wasn't feeling well yesterday n had much things on mind actually... I m really really very sorry that it slips off my mind, i didn know u were waiting for me to wish u... Sorry that i forgot abt it totally:( Pls forgive me for that...

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Alright, i wanna thank God for my good results that i got back here this week... It has been a hard time for this year as i hav to study n plan the youth camp at the same time but God has been faithful n blessed me for both good results and a good camp... i know He has been helping me... i didn expect myself actually to get these grades... Really thank God!!!

DSP: A
EDS: B
OSA: B
FPGA: A

Shall end here:)

Well, year 2009 has past... Thankful for all who has been there for me always esp Qian... Thankful for all the joy that u hav brought into my life... even though its short but sweet:)

Thank God for my exams, even though i haven know my results but i know He surely is wif me n helped me along:)

Thankz God for helping me through out the youth camp, its not a easy one but God has blessed it well:)

Thankz God for the count down event last nite... Truely a wonderful one and enjoyed it alot... Great Job for the planning committee:)

Alright, my wishes for this coming year:
1) Hope to spend my bday wif u (yes, its u... feel it...)
2) Hope to graduate wif good results...
3) Hope to serve God even better...
4) Hope my close frens and classmates will come to know this wonderful God i hav found:)
5) Hope my mum and didi will b happy always...
6) Hope Qian will fully recover from her illness <3

Hi all, i m back from youth camp and exams... well, the papers was really tough.... The first paper was really badly done i guess... n it kind of discourage me a bit:(

But during this very tough period of perparation for examz, i was happy that qian always accompany me by my side... kind of felt that i wasn't alone... happy:) thankz...

For the youth camp, i was really super stressed up by it... n Btw, i forgot to bring my medicine for the camp... However, thank God that qian called my mum just b4 they send the stuff for the sessions to remind her to bring my medicine for me... thankz:) Was really surprise when my mum pass me my medicine... hehe...

Even though i got my medicine after that, i was still too stress n ended up having bad headach:( But still hav to thank God that the camp really went quite well, i didn expect it to b so good... Can see that the campers all enjoyed it... Felt encourage to see that:)