I've found a friend who died for me

wow... so tired today... just got time to update the photo of the church anniversary... Hehex... Last sat was our church anniversary...
In the morning i was like sian half... cos need to go back office to work for half day until 12.30pm... Actually planed to go church early but i was so tired after that... So i went back home to sleep first... haha...
After a good rest, i went to church at around 3.30pm... wow... saw a lot of new faces... Thankz God man... There r quite a number of new comers... Some of the youth brought their frens too...
Its a wonderful day... Here r some pic that we took...

Yoz... Updating again... hehex...
21/10/06 (Sat) In Church...

Today, I went to church together wif Xin Li... Didn eat my lunch... Cos I got no mood... Very Disappointed n sad... Thats y really cant eat...

During the church service... God really speak to me... I learn that I should die to myself... Dun b control by my own feelings... I should learn to not think, do n feel like wat Andrew use to be... But b like wat God wans me to b... To think, do n feel like wat Jesus do... Its hard but I will do my best.... Thank God for speaking to me...

Eunice stoped talking to me le... Wat a sad thing... Bcos of a small little things... She didn wanna talk to me... But nvm... I had done my best n do my part le... If she still choose not to talk to me, than so b it... Nth much i can do...

Put it aside ba... Lets talk about some happy n fun stuff... After service on sat... We took photos of all the youths... N then... ... ... ...

we celebrated Samantha's birthday... Can see that she is very touch... Haha... Then after that we plan to go play pool after dinner... We were all so excited about it until the girls told us that they r going for "girls nite"(Only girls outing) ... so the guys were told to go for dinner ourself... wow... sianz... haha... So we went for dinner at the place where we will play pool...

After dinner we went to the pool center just bside to play pool... We had a great time playing... After a while, the girls came to look for us... Cos they happen to hav their dinner somewhere near where we play pool... One of the sister even join us in the pool game while the rest of them play arcade... Wow... Having fun...

Sometime I just wonder, Y did all this happen to me??? It all seem so bad n all coming to me at one time... I m super stressed by all this... However, God help me to realise wats the reason behind all this... Thank God... So this is wat Andrew would say...

I had got enough of all this !!!
God shown me wat I support to see !!!
I know wat I support to do now !!!

Andrew is now DEAD !!!

This is only for the bball players in Infinity Youths... (Note: Its not for James n Leslie)

Haiz... God ar, I really dunno how to lead the basketball team le... Pls tell me wat to do next... I m so disappointed n sad... I dunno wat my team wants... There r even ppl who wanna quit... I was told to even scold them so that they will make a affort n do their part in the team...
However God, U know me... I'm a person who finds in really hard to scold ppl... But I was told that I needs to scold at the right time in order to b a good leader... Haiz... How??? I just dun feel good to scold ppl, But in the other hand I hope that they put in affort to the team... Haiz... I m tired of doing it alone...
Sometime, I just feel like asking " wat do you all want "??? I m so stress up lor... ppl r always telling me that they got a lot of things in sch needs to b done, very stress... So no more time left for helping out in the basketball team... I just dun get it sometimes lor... ur r studying n I m working we r both stressed... But y m I doing at least 3 times more than wat ur r doing for the team??? Dun I feel stress n tired oso??? The team is not mine only lor... I m really tired...
Not againsting anyone but this is how I feel... A person told me that he wanted to start this team, I was the first one that supported him... End up he throw the whole team for me to handle n said that he got no time for it... ok, nvm... After that I see that ppl starts to lost passion for the team... Slowly, I realised I m the only youth that care abt it only... Disappointed!!! R ur wif me??? Or r ur just leaving me behind to get stress up n tired n die in the end???
What do ur want??? Bcos of small little things, ppl wanna quit the team!!! I wanna ask then, wat abt me??? Can I quit??? I rather stop the basketball team if there are no supports from the youth in Infinity lor... The leaders has been helping a lot... But y not u ppl??? Ur hav sch, they oso hav work wat??? Haiz... I dun wanna say anymore... Pointless!!! Show me that ur cares!!!

Hi everyone, sorry for not updateing... I was super stressed the past few weeks... The people at my work place is give me a lot of stress... Haiz... My customers keep calling up bcos the delivery of papers to them is not on time... So I have to call up the delivery man now n then to check wif them n ask them to deliver faster...
Sometime if they cant finish the delivery for the day, I have to call the customer n get scolded by them cos we cant deliver to them on time and on the day that we promise to... Haiz... Actually, not the delivery side's fault oso... Cos the company itself got not enough workers now... Even in the office, I hav to do more than a person's work... Needs to remember a lot of customer, end up making myself very stress...
For my church, I hav to handle the Basketball team as I m the captain of the team... Haiz... Been a leader is not easy I would say... Its so stressful... I was oso very disappointed on sunday... A call that changed my mood... Eunice from the girls team, called me on sunday... She told me she wanna quit the team n her reason is..." I got no reason to quit, wanna quit mean wanna quit"... I was super sad to hear that...
Haiz... Even though thats the case n I m sad about it, the basketball team still hav to carry on... there is no reason to stop bcos of a person left the team... Oh God, I believe is U who started this team... So pls take control n bring the best for the team... Even for Eunice, I pray that u speak to her n change ur heart... I pray that U bring her back... In Jesus name, Amen!!!

Hi everyone, It was a very tired day for me today...
Today, my company send me to do delivery... Wow its so tired but fun... Everyday in office oso quite boring... Today my work place there got not enough drivers, somemore still got a lot of papers must send by today... Thats y need me to follow them go send papers... BTW, the company I working in is selling A4 copy papers de... Wow... I came to realise that Papers are actually very heavy man... But its so fun doing sth out of office...
Well, I really wanna thankz God that I started to get more use to my work place le... Started to talk wif the other staffs in my office le... Thank God for open doors... Actually I m a person that finds it hard to talk to ppl I dun really know de... Thats y it had always been a hard time for me to get use to any new environments... But thank God that He always help me open doors in difference areas of my life...
Emm... I m rite now in the office... I m tired n feel like sleeping but still gonna work... Haha... Comeon man, Andrew gogogo!!! God wif me!!! Press on!!! Seeya soon...