Love yet cant
Not suppose to start, for it bring hurts...
Not suppose to Love, for its not the rite time...
Not suppose to want, for God hav perpared a better plan...
I shall not lead by my own fresh, But by God's spirit...
Believe that God bring me to this state for a purpose...
Perhaps to learn sth, or perpare me for the future...
I trust that God will heal me...
So do not worry for God is wif me...
I will continue to seek Him...
Seek Him for the future...
Seek Him for the direction...
Seek Him for His plan in my life...