I've found a friend who died for me

My Heart is Filled !!!

Knowing at the moment when it dun allows anything to happen...
Knowing at the moment when its just too important not to do anything else besides studies...

Everytime i hear of things u face in ur life, i so wish i m there wif u...
Yet each time, i need to remind myself that this cannot continue...
At least for the moment, when we both needs to concentrate on our studies...

I m so in love wif u...
The way u r, simply makes u the one in my heart...
N i can say it very confirm now that...
My heart is filled... wif u n urs only...
No more space n No more rooms for anyone else...

A promise that i will WAIT...
Wait for the rite time, the rite moment n the rite things to n fulfilled...
Let Godliness guard us through...
That we may handle it wif wisdoms n not overtake by our own feelings...

May God bless our friendship even at the moment !!!

Selflessness

It all started from 11/01/07, my birthday... when its raining the whole day... when it falls on a week day... when everyone was just too busy...

when questions after questions came rite into my mind...
why did God wanna rain the whole day???
why did my frens all call up to say that they r not free???
why did my birthday end up like this???
why didn it a wonderful one???

Then God ask me back...
Wat is birthday to u???
Is birthday really that important to u???
Cant u praise Me even under this kind of outcomes???
Cant u count it a blessed day?

Then i began to realise... So wat if its my birthday??? Its important bcos i think that it is!!! N i m disappointed bcos i expacted alot of ppl to celebrate for me... Apart from all this, its just as normal as any other days in my life... i dun like it bcos its not wat i expacted...

Its all my wants... which is not rite... God teach me this word selflessness... means to dun care abt wat u wans anymore... To give up all the self wans... To thank God for everydays n everythings that happen... To b wat God wans me to b n not wat u wans to b myself...

To praise God n count my everyday a blessed day from Him...

hi everyone... haha... i so long never update le... hehex... well... i was busy... n somemore, dunno wat to blog abt oso... ok... anyway... this week i face a lot of things... Good n bad...
First on my birthday, i was quite sad... cos it rains the whole day... End up only my mei mei Jane acc me the whole day... if u r reading... thank u so much mei mei!!! i m really very touch that u came n u r the only one who celebrated my birthday for me on 11/01/07... thankz...
Then next is i almost lost my job... thankz God... He heard my prayer... now i m working as a part time... sometime in the office n sometime delivery... Pay not bad... For office i get $50 per day... Delivery i get $40 per day... hehex... Hope i can live well on that...
Had been wasting quite a lot of money this few days... cos a lot of stuffs need to buy... anyway need to stop le... if not very fast my bank will dry up... hehex...
during my QT this week i learn sth from God... i learn a word "Selflessness"... This word teach me to really thankz Him for everyday n everything that happens in my life whether good or bad... erm... i think i will touch on this that the next entry... do keep visiting... hehex...

ok... everyone... Here r the list of ppl who wish me happy birthday...

B4 12am list...
1. Grace (SMS)
2. Samantha (MSN)
3. Benjamin (SMS)
4. Derek (MSN)

On time list... After 12am onward...
1. Jason (MSN)
2. Jane Lee (my Jie Jie) (SMS)
3. Dwayne (SMS)
4. Qiu Ping (SMS)
5. Leslie (WEB)

Early in the morning... When I was sleeping...
1. Jing Han (SMS)
2. Priscilla (SMS)
3. Jane Tay ( my Mei Mei) (SMS)
4. Xin Li (SMS)

Rest of the day...
1. Jireh (SMS)
2. James Quah (MSN)
3. Li Ting (CALL)
4. Lucius (SMS)
5. Benjamin Soh (SMS)
6. Esther (SMS)
7. Yun Rui (SMS)
8. Pei Shan (SMS)
9. Chris (SMS)
10. Edmund (SMS)
11. Eng Seng (SMS)

If I miss out ur name... Pls let me know!!! hehex... Thankz...

Hey ppl... Important!!! pls take note!!!
My birthday coming... 11/01/07, 12am...
2molo I will b free the whole day!!!
so far nobody date me out yet!!!
No appointment yet!!!

Faster call me!!!
Book a time!!!
While stock last!!!
Muhahaha!!!

wow... very sad today... actually planed to go for movie wif the rest today... Watching the show " curse of the golden flower"... wow i really really wanna watch this movie man... But!!!

My cough is getting worst n worst n worst each day!!! Hey ppl pls keep me in prayer, pray for God's healing touch to fall on me...

My dad stop me from going out today bcos of my sickness... he wan me to rest at home... so very sad, cant watch this movie le... will b super bored at home lor... But still i choose to obey my dad... At least he cares for me lah... n i believe its really better for me to stay home n rest to get well faster...

Thank God, my mei mei Jane coming my house to acc me... Really Thank God for her... if not i will b real bored at home lor... ya... Guess thats all ba... Keep me in prayer lehx... my cough is killing me man... really...