Selflessness
Selflessness
It all started from 11/01/07, my birthday... when its raining the whole day... when it falls on a week day... when everyone was just too busy...
when questions after questions came rite into my mind...
why did God wanna rain the whole day???
why did my frens all call up to say that they r not free???
why did my birthday end up like this???
why didn it a wonderful one???
Then God ask me back...
Wat is birthday to u???
Is birthday really that important to u???
Cant u praise Me even under this kind of outcomes???
Cant u count it a blessed day?
Then i began to realise... So wat if its my birthday??? Its important bcos i think that it is!!! N i m disappointed bcos i expacted alot of ppl to celebrate for me... Apart from all this, its just as normal as any other days in my life... i dun like it bcos its not wat i expacted...
Its all my wants... which is not rite... God teach me this word selflessness... means to dun care abt wat u wans anymore... To give up all the self wans... To thank God for everydays n everythings that happen... To b wat God wans me to b n not wat u wans to b myself...
To praise God n count my everyday a blessed day from Him...