I've found a friend who died for me

Prayers needed !!!

Hey people... I understand that some of u r worry abt my poly thing... Well, I had been really trusting God on this area...

Ok, for some of u who dunno wat happen... The thing is this, 1 year ago... I send in my results from ITE, hopeing that i will get a place in NPY to continue my studies... But sad to know that for some reasons, i didn get in... Yet my frens who got lower results than me all went in... i m so angry at that time...

I went down to the sch to talk to them... i write in many letters to the sch... In the end, they actually offer me a place a year later which is now in this month... However, i haven receive any letter yet in this month... Pls pray for me people !!! I m very worry that they will forget abt me again... Cos its a year ago thing u see...

I made a call to the sch again just yesterday, they told me that the management still haven finish sending to everyone... Hopefully i m on the lists !!! Pls keep me in prayer alright??? i really need ur prayers so much !!!

A New Life And Two Big Dreams To Be Fulfill With God

wow!!! People, the Synerg!z Conference was so so so awesome !!! Great things happened throught out the all Conference !!!

In this conference, i found my dreams n i know, ever it seems too big for me, but wif God i m sure it will happen !!! In case u guys didn know, i m actually very broke... Cos i hav not been working for the whole of this month... so i got no income, in another word, I only keep spenting on my savings for this whole month...

This conference, i m been challenged for 2 nites... To give in faith !!! I trusted God, i put in the money that i gotta use for the next few days... N true enough, Blessings comes rite after the conference... On the last nite, its so awesome that we didn wanna leave until the very last min... we keep praying n praying for each other !!! n that cause us to miss the last train back home... oh, how sad !!! we got no money left n yet the only way back is to take a cab...

At that point of time, a lot of the youths wif me were very worry n scare that they cant get home... I didn know y but i m just so sure that God is going to bring us back... True enough again... We got blessed by Edmund's Dad n James ( once our youth leader ) the money to go home by cab !!! THANK GOD !!! Its just so cool lor !!! God is really wif us !!!

The next day, i still hav nth in my wallet... no money at all... not even a single cent... But guess wat my lunch was blessed by my mum, dinner by my Dad... wow !!! Awesome !!! N we r eating real good food ok??? At nite after dinner i went to play pool wif jason, derek they all... at first, i told them i cant go... no money to go... But u know wat??? God is so good to me !!! My mum gave me $5, ask me to keep it in my wallet as i got no money left... wow... Mum, i love u !!! N so, i went to meet them for pool...

I didn spent all the money, i only use up $3.50 for pool... wow... its the first time i use money so wisely man... today, my dad buy me lunch... N i tell u !!! i cant believe this will happen !!! my dad gave me $50 n ask me to spent wisely... oh man !!! My dad never give me $50 b4 lor... i almost cry out !!! Dad, i love u so much !!!

Its so awesome !!! people, believe me !!! this is all real... God will really bless u back alot alot more if u dare to give by faith ever when u r going through hard times !!!

People who went for the conference, I hav some words for u... Keep the fire burning alright !!! dun let it die off like any other times in the past !!! Live out the dreams that u hav made in this conference !!! i believe, God is going to fulfill it wif u !!! Its never too big for God !!! Amen !!!

Haiz... u r so near but yet so far...
Just beside but yet i cant feel...

I use to enjoy been wif u last time...
But now, i felt so diff...
So uneasy knowing abt wat u n him... ... haiz... forget it...

Knowing that u face problems but yet u rather keep it than to share it wif me...
u choose to keep it n b sad until he is back...
Cant u just share anything wif me ???

haiz... watever... Let go n Let God ba... If its mine, it will b mine...
If its not, then no matter how hard i hold it... it will still not b the best for me...

Do more meaningful things ba !!! ANDREW !!!
where is all ur purpose in Life ???
Dun waste time on all this !!!
Its time to let go...
Thankz God for everything !!!

wow... today so bored... nth to do... no where to go... staying at home the whole day... sianz... haha...

Anyone got any computer games to lend??? This is a boring month... i got nth to do... Ever since i stop work, i found nth to do... so sianz... working might b tired... but i really perfer tired than boring lor... Its killing me to stay at home the whole day... haha... Guess i m a person that really dun like to b alone ba...

I wanna watch "Just Follow Law" but everytime i planed to watch it... Last min, things will happen n then end up never watch... sadness... At least for 3 times i planed to watch this movie but end up... haiz... u know...

Anyone haven watch this movie??? n dun mind accompany me for it ??? Pls let me know...

Seeking VS Thinking

Halo everyone, thankz for all the many prayers n concerns... Actually, i m alright long ago... just that i m too lazy to blog it out... haha... sorry lah... lolx...

well, I thankz God for putting me through all this... I learn not to think too much but seek wisdom from God... There is no use thinking abt it n tell ppl how bad u feel... The world will never stop moving n changing bcos u feel sad!!!

The Word says:
1. Seek first His Kindom and His righteousness, and all things will be given to you. [[MATTHEW 6:33]]

2. Ask and it will be given to you; Seek and you will find; Knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knock, the door will be opened. [[MATTHEW 7:7 & 8]]

Like wise, we should spent time seeking God for wisdom to handle things in life instead of thinking n do it our own way...

Many times, Satan use our feelings to attack us... N then he will ask u a lot of questions to make u think... Worst still, he will show u n let u know things that is half true n very misunderstanding from frens n ppl around... Then u start to think of all the bad stuffs n thought its really happening... But i tell u, NO NO NO!!! Never thinks that its true until u check it out urself !!!

Ur frens might not know much than u... sometimes, they might be just guessing like wat u r doing... its best that u check it out urself... N then, u were know how misunderstanding the rest of the ppl might be... They just guess but dun check things out... sometimes, things is not just the way ur can see...

There r so much that i can say... However u hav to exp it urself... Next time when u wanna think, y not seek HIM first??? Dun let Satan hav any chance !!!

God blessed !!!