I've found a friend who died for me

She left again...

I feel sad... She left again at 6am yesterday morning, only manage to meet she once n chat a little while she is back... Dunno when will i see her again... she told me she most properly will not b coming back to work in Singapore again... Sadness... When will i even see her again? haiz... UNEXPLAINABLE MISS !!!

That feeling is beyond words...

Perhaps a lot of ppl around me really care n wanna know why m i making this move... but well, there r ppl who ask me, ppl who said that i m doing the wrong things, ppl who agree wif me, ppl who ask me to pray again...

Yes, i know u guys care abt me... but i just dunno how to put it in words n explain to ur... but one thing i know is... i never feel so rite b4... i know its where God wanna bring me to... i just know it... Open doors of blessings r ensuring me that i m on the rite path... so dun worry for me alright... i m wif God...

Look at this guys,

"Praising God For Closed Doors" by David LangerfeldEncourager Classic:

Praising God For Closed DoorsWe need to learn to praise the Lord as much for a closed door as we do an open door. The reason God closes doors is because He has not prepared anything over there for us. If he didn't close the wrong door, we would never find the right door.

God directs our path through the closing and opening of doors. Once a door closes, it forces you to change your course. Another door closes, it forces you to change your course again. Then, finally, you find the open door and you walk right into your blessing.

The Lord directs our paths through the opening and closing of doors, but instead of praising him for the closed door (which keeps us out of trouble); we get upset because we "judge by the appearances." You have an ever-present help in the time of trouble that is always standing guard. Because He walks ahead of you, He can spot trouble down the road and set up a roadblock or detour accordingly. But through our lack of wisdom, we try to tear down the roadblocks or push aside the detour sign.

Then the minute we get into trouble, we start crying, "Lord, how could You have done this to me?" We have got to realize that the closed door can be a blessing. Didn't He say that no good thing would He withhold from them that love Him? If you get terminated from your job, praise God for the new opportunities that will manifest themselves: it might be another job, it might be school. If that man or woman won't return your call, it might not be them, it might be the Lord setting up a roadblock (just let it go).

One time, a person had a bank they had been in business with for many years tell them "No!" to a $10,000 loan. The Lord put in their spirit to call another bank. That bank gave them $40,000 at a lower interest rate than the first bank was offering. We can sometimes trap ourselves in doubt and discouragement through judging by appearances. Be grateful for the many times our Father has closed doors to us just to open them in the most unexpected places. The Lord won't always say in spoken words: "Go to the left, now to the right" ...sometimes He will just close the doors that are wrong for you. Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Lean not on your own understanding.

In all your ways acknowledge Him - and He will direct your paths. (Prov. 3:5-6)

This is a email sended to me by one of my church leaders who i didn really share much abt my problems wif...

Came to my surprise, this mail was sended to me the next day rite after the talk i hav wif Leslie on sunday midnite... In fact, monday morning...

After that talk, i started to question myself again whether m i really on the rite path wif God... It really troubles me the hold nite, i didn really sleep well... Was late in sch the next day too... I ask the Lord to ensure me once n for all... The next day, i received this mail...

I realised how powerful God can b... He knows that by using someone who knows me to speak to me, i might just b even more trouble whether who is really God who sended to talk to me... So He sended me someone who dun really knows n knew nth abt this problem that i m going through to confirm me that i m on the rite path... i really thank God for this... Truely How Great is our God !!! Amen???