i had been very very stressed this few days... well, exams coming n i dunno wat i m studying... guess i really hav to workharder liao... Need to study until siao le... if not sure cant get a good grades de...
i found out sth... Been a nice person is really killing urself !!! Ppl wont give a shit abt u been nice to them... but when u treat them badly, they rmd u for life... y??? Treat others the way u would wan them to treat u? i dun even know how true is this now...
I m always trying to b a nice person to ppl around me but in the end wat i got myself into? ppl dun even give a shit out of it !!! when i need them, they dun seems to b around... still got ppl say i m irritating when i m just been caring... well, i had enough... perhaps i should hav do sth for myself than doing things for ppl around me all the while...
i wont wanna blog this but i really cant take it anymore!!! First of all wat do ur think abt the reason of buying a PSP? bring out n play when u feel bored rite?
I felt like i m wasting money lor... buy PSP but never get to use it like that... Frens n classmates keep borrowing from me... sometimes i really dunno i brought it for wat sia!!! Pls la, if u wanna play go n buy one la!!! i dun mind to lend it to ur but at least when i dun wanna play that time can? The moment i take it out only, ppl come n borrow, sometime not only one person u know... comeon la, think abt it, y did i took it out? ofcos is i wanna play rite? cannot use ur brain ar? think la!!!
N guess wat, the best reason i ever got... u can always play at home while we cant, so means i hav to lend it to u? y would i buy a PSP to play at home? use ur brain can? i got a PS 2 at home la...
well this few days, i super crazy for bball... i can even go down alone to play bball... haha... but it was fun even when i m alone at the bball count... felt like some pros doing their daily training... haha... just kidding...
Btw, i think i going to get my PSP 2molo in sch le... so happy... finally !!! haha... 2molo wanna play bball leh... hope got ppl come n join me... if not i gonna emo again... go play alone... haha... n i m used to it... had been playing alone since last week... planed to play bball most of the nite this week too... hope i can do it... haha...
Oh ya, i oso planed wif Lucius to study on every wed nite starting from next week... well, his A-maths really cannot make it lor... if he fails again this time, the sch's gonna drop him out... Needa help him !!! well, i guess thats all for today... will update again soon...
ok, some updates on my personal life...
well, sch started like 2 weeks alr... had been enjoying so far... Had a few funny teacher this term... haha... N ya guess wat, this term might b a hard term for me to go... cos i hav to take engineering science n Communications skills which is English actually... AS some of u know my English fail from pri 1 to pri 6 de... so i guess i m gonna hav a hard time this term... n btw, i m getting a PSP slim soon... my classmate helping me to order from her fren... haha... finally decided to buy it... lol... had been thinking abt whether to buy it since 1 month ago...
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Infinity going for a bball friendly match soon... its on a sunday... think the date changed to the 18 of NOV alr... Gonna train myself n get ready le... haha... anyone interested to join me for bball?
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N oso, i miss drumming so much even thought i m not really good at it... but there is always this excitement each time i played the drum... i just love it lah... cant explain... haha... n i m playing drum for leslie's wedding... its so coolz lah... haha... Hope i wont miss any beats on that day... hehe...
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Life can b so bad at times n sometimes u dun even felt like to continue this life? well, yes... Life can b tough at times... It can b so bad until u really felt like ending it... but think abt it, where do u think u will go after u ends it? could it b more sufferings? or could it b more blessings?
For me, i hav face bad times in life too... so bad until i even ask God Y did all this happen to me? How could HE even allow all this to happen? but everytime afterthat, i found out that watever that has happened that seems so bad, is actually to accomplish a blessing to ur life... Without all that has happened, u can never reach that blessing in life... Be it sth that u can see or cant see, the blessings is always sth that u can count it worth it for all that u hav gone through... i always believe that God give us only the best... HE is just like a heavenly Father who watch over our lifes... so how can a father ever give u something bad? ask urself will someone who love u so much until HE is willing to die for u, give u sth bad? or the best? me? i always sees problems as blessings... the more tough it is, means more blessings i will get in return... so begin to thank God when u sees problems bcos HE is bringing u a blessing, a gift n a reward... Live ur life to the fullness from today onwards !!! HE is giving u the best always !!!
well, just felt like blogging this without a reason... Perhaps someone might need some confirmation or encouragement ba...
