well, its sat... i played drum for all 3 service... i find it so hard to focus, need to remember so many songs... n well, wasn't having good mood either... but i feel sad, that i cant give God my best this week, my mind is bothered by sth... But ofcos i wont tell u wats that sth lah... if u know me well enough, u will know de... i tried so hard to b normal in church... Smile and joke around... but inside me it wasn't the way i m feeling...
After church service, went for dinner wif my didi, aloy n mum... But i never eat, not in a mood... haiz... Mum scolded me bcos got ppl complain to her abt me talking online wif ppl till very late and asking ppl out n doing too much for the youths... well, she just dun understand me i guess... i really find joy in doing those... serving the youths r one of my wish... seeing them grow is part of my joy... i never talk back lah, just bear wif the scolding... Moody but yet dun wanna show it...
Never the less, i still wanna thank God for everything.... even though things r bad when i see it... it could b a time when God wan me to overcome all this for a greater blessings ahead^^ Still thank u, God...
As the thunder rolls, i barely hear Your whisper through the rain, I'm with you :)
