Well, tonight was bad in my opinion. The court was book from 8pm to 10pm. We only have 5 person turn up at first, 1 coming late.

The other 4 of them left at 8.50pm and I was left alone waiting for the late 1. Well, I wasn't sure if this is productive but I still get over my flesh and stayed on for the late 1 to come and fellowship with him.

I've never felt so stupid before to be honest but I'm pretty sure I'm seeing myself breaking through my flesh and emotions. I have every reason to be angry and dissatisfied about tonight but I chose to see beyond my underatanding. Haha.

May God make it productive then. I commit all to Him. My life is not my own, it belongs to Him.