Well, seriously it wasn't easy doing this but I know God love her more than I do and I need to allow room for her growth.
Staying out for God to do His work with her seems so right but it is so hard for me. Missing her really much but have to control myself to let go and let God at this moment.
Oh God help me to overcome my emotions. Help me to stay focus on You in this tough period. May You revile to us Your purpose and plans for this relationship at the proper time.