Who can truly understand this pain in me? Who can I truly talk to besides God. This pain in the heart, I have no idea how to put it into words.

I never thought it would be this hard to obey the will and calling of God in my life. Oh God I really hope I could just surrender this heartache and pain to You but my emotions are so real. I can't ignore it.

I miss her so so much. But if it is for her good, I'm willing to let go. God please help me, I really need Your love to overwhelm me.